Wow okay so it's been awhile since i've posted I guess I was busy. Well obviously it's almost Christmastime...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Yes, I know, I said Merry Christmas, deal with it.Wind blowing, carolers singing, snow on the ground, wait there's no snow haha oops. I'm especially excited for Christmas this year because it marks 10 months with my current boyfriend, =) whose name I may or may not mention lol. I always wonder why theres always those few people around this time that are especially bitter, they're Scrooges, what's to be angry about? This is the time Jesus was born 2,009 years ago, the reason we're here today. We should be helping others and giving, not focused on getting and wanting. Well, i'm off to type my book. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!!!

arizona

Well its official...i'm in AZ until August 18th. And ironically i start school the 19th, won't this be fun...lol. probably will fall asleep the first day during clas. sigh. well i think i may take a nap. so. yeah.

How can one person live their life going unnoticed?

words

You have to wonder how something as an incidecible speck can have such a great impact on our modern day population. It fascinates me that even a butterfly, though small, can pollinate hundreds of flowers and fruits each day. People always underestimate their words and actions towards others. Like people you care about. You could say something and mean it one way and then that person takes it the wrong way. The same thing can happen with body language. Staying distant from the ones you love could really hurt them. You may not know it but it certainly does.

Fortune cookies

Sometimes I think of life as a fortune cookie. You never know exactly what you're gonna get until you take crack at it.

lessons.....

Here's one for ya...
Life can throw punches...learn to duck!!

Alter-ego

People love being an alter-ego. They can be whoever they want and no one would really know. You could fight evil, or have your own fantasy world. Become a princess, a knight, a duck. Sail the seven seas with notorious pirates, maybe become the first woman president. Imagine, dream, create.

New Age

Nobody in this new American world really understands true writing. People are brainwashed by t.v. and radio and other forms of news bringing print. I think that girls should read substantial books and not crappy magazines.

What is it?

Have you ever seen or felt something so amazing that you just have to tell someone about it? I think we all have. Everytime I see HIM I get this feeling and my heart beats faster. I feel normal around him. But when he's gone it feels like the world is going to end. I get really sad and lonely, especially at home. If I am in a bad mood no one can break it's curse on me except the look he gives when everytime we're together. His eyes shine brighter and he seems that he can't not look at me. What is this feeling? Love? Affection? I don't know but it's taking hold fast.